1.center of life I can put God in the center of my life, because of I already put myself, and what I'm interested in at the center of life. I want the real life to be as simple as possible, that makes me feel relax, not too much things to worry about. Then I put my focus on the fantasy stories that I read in novels, play in games, and build by myself' thoughts. That always make me feel excited. 2.choice and desire I want make choice by myself, to live my life, to try to fullfill my personal desire. The desire of make choice is deeper than the desire to earn something. It is OK to fail in my own choice.